IDk...

This new year is always like the rest. It never changed... I will not forgive him for what he said to me... I guess everything I do to struggle this day forward doesn't mean anything to him... He will always think Im that kind of person!! If im that kind of person I wuldnt be here and I wuldnt have kenny ~ and i wuldnt be working my butt off to get an A in the class... So much to worries about and everyone always gonna say shyt about me in my life.. I just wanna everyone to shut the hell up... Im tired of everyone say im no good this or that or w/e shyt they always say about me... this is why Im always down and think im useless that i culdnt do better... I tried very very hard... im just tired of how everyone think of me... is y i worked so hard to get to today... i guess i shuldnt finish off his present for his bday then...he will never understand how much i love him or how i felt about him... he wont understand that for his age...